It is a lie?

I feel tat it is a lie...
Lie, y wan lie me ?
U lie me u get wat ?
Syok ?
Happy ?
Or wat ?
Y u wan do like tis ?
I really beh song, i really wan settle it!!!
My final is coming...
I dont wan after final tis prob still havnt settle...
I hate u knw ?
I confuse u knw ?
After final i wan have my freedom, stress-less holidays...
I dont wan like tis anymore...
Yesterday, i leave some words in fb:
"My life is controlled... But it is not control by my dear, Weird~"
I didnt tell my dear yesterday wat happen...
No courage to tell dear, bcoz
Dear dont wan me worry tis prob anymore...
Dear jz wan me to settle it~
If i didnt settle it, dear will come n settle...
wat should i do ?
It tat i really wan leave to dear ?
Wat's wrong vf me ?