Im doing wat ?

Im doing wat ?
Cried yesterday...
Bcoz of he~
He came out in my mind again~
Y ?
Y will like tis ?
I oledy promise myself he is non of my business le~
Y ?
Y yesterday i will like tis ?
Y suddenly so many ppl hate me ?
Even avoid me oso~
I feel so sad!
I tell myself tat i cant everything wait 4 dear...
I tell myself tat im not a child anymore...
I cant let the ppl who loves me become worry me~
I fail~ I fail to do it~
I lose confidence~
I lose all~
Jz a night~
Let me lose so many things~
Really sad~
Y?
Tis is not my life...
I must get a way to 4get him~
Love my dear...
Coz i promise dear...
Dear is cant b replace in my heart...
No1 can replace dear...
I wan to 5 out all the things tat ppl still keep me in dark!
Dont keep me in dark anymore~
I oledy knw many things happened~
I jz dont wan say so much~
Pls admit wat u do~
Pls do wat u say~
Dont wan say tis but u do tat~!
I hate...
I angry...
I dono y u will appear in my mind yesterday~
When i start revision, u out~
WT FXXX~
Dont play vf me anymore~
I tired~
I wan my life b normal~
Bcoz im jz a normal girl~
My heart oso will feel pain when u all treat me like tis~
My patient is got limit~
U all r OVER my limit dy~
I enough~
I tired enough~
I hurt enough~
Not bcoz my dear i heart~
It is bcoz u all!~
Hurt me~
Dono wat is my feelings ?
I got my feelings... OK ?
Dont play vf tis emotion dy~
Pls, if u hate me...
U can get lose from my life~
Pls, if u wan play vf me...
U can let me knw, i will accompany u play~
So, pls let me knw wat is going on~