Promise

Dear,
u promise tat u wont let me hurt.
u promise tat u wont make me angry.
u promise tat u wont let me alone,
u promise tat u jz love babe oni,
u promise tat u will take care ur body,
u promise tat u wont let me worry u,
but, dear,
i feel very boring,
i feel scare coz i no courage to face everybody,
dear, can u help me ?
I still gt some prob wan u help me to solve,
Dear, when u will come here find babe?
Babe sure will find a day go there find u,
but dear, before i go to find u,
u must come here 1st,
let me settle all the things,
then oni i will really really happy...
Nw, babe super super super miss dear,
hope dear will recover faster,
then can accompany babe everyday,
babe wan dear no moody anymore.

Live without supporter

My life nw without supporter...
Y? Y will become like tis ?
Is tat i did wrong ?
Pls let me knw where did i do wrong ?

To my dear sisters,
I really really understand ur feeling,
i knw tis is a kind of take care u gv me...
Sis, i receive...
But i really wan let u knw,
i oledy make my own decision, even u no support him..
But i will try my best to proof n let u c...
I knw wat im doin nw...
I will try my best to proof...
Mayb nw u wont believe me anymore, but i still wan let u knw...
U r my 4ever SISTERS...
I wont forget wat u teach me, tell me, even our sweet times.

To my dear bro,
Bro, mayb i did wrong...
But i dono where did i wrong...
U r my bro, im ur sis, it oledy 4 years le...
Y u will say tis kind of things in fb ???
Mayb the time u r angry...
Sorry, bro...
But i knw wat im doin...
I don wan bcoz of tis things happen,
will affect our sis n bro de relationship...
U r my 4ever bro...
No matter wat will happen...
I still knw tat u r my bro, im ur sis...
Dunt angry dy la...
If got a chance, i will explain whole the things let u knw...
I wont keep u in the dark...
I knw u r take care me,
u r worry me...
But, bro, i oledy grow up,
I wont did wrong anymore...
I will do well in my future...
Believe me, BRO !!!

I wan tat my parents will give me freedom,
believe me tat i wont ignore my result even im in love...
I will find a guy tat suitable me...
Give me time to study...
Mummy, Daddy, i oledy find the guy,
I will let u knw if u gv me a chance talk to u... MUM..
Hope u will accept him...

Dear,
if u love me,
i hope tat u wont hurt me,
wont make me cry,
wont make me angry,
love me vf all ur heart...
take care me...
Understand me...
Bcoz,
dear, i wan to proof it to the ppl who r no support me nw...
Dear, gv me times.
I will try my best to be ur best babe~~~

I dono wat should i do next step ???

Wat should i do ?
Wat should i do ?
Wat should i do ?
Wat should i do ?
Wat should i do ?
Wat can i do ?
Wat can i do ?
Wat can i do ?
Wat can i do ?
Wat can i do ?
Is tat i make wrong decision ?
Y no ppl support me de ?
So sad...
Even my bro, oso no support me at all!!!
I feel so stress...
Too stress...
I dono i make wrong or correct decision dy...
I confuse nw...
I tired nw...
Who can let me knw wat should i do ???
Who can gv me a good suggestion ???
I jz wan A SUGGESTION...
Who can gv me ???
Bro, sis, tell me the truth in urs heart.
Dunt keep me in dark...
I dunt wan in dark anymore...
I really lost the way...
Which 1 is the correct way can let me go through ???
Which of the way is correct ???
Wat decision should i make ???

My life change...

My life change, coz of u...
2day, i think i will be better abit.
I oledy settle half of the things dy,
jz leave half...
Tis half things, i will let it get out from my life...
Nw i jz wan to hv my new life vf some1.
Hope the ppl who say me in my fb de will understand me,
tis is my decision...
I make it dy...
I wan to try my best to be ur best babe...
I will do it de...
Jz nid sometimes...
I will change bcoz of u...
Wat u promise me must do it 4 me...
Jz waiting 4 u come here,
accompany me do the things tat i scare to do de...
Hope i can meet dear as soon as possible...

I tired, i hurt, i dono wat can i do???

Is tat real my life cant without u ???
But...
I oledy no feelings vf u dy...
I think a night dy, i think my decision is correct...
I wan to study, i think tat my dear must be oways support me in study way...
I nid a dear tat can oways accompany me in study things...
Wait me coz of my education...
I knw tat u r cant wait me...
Oni the dear tat can wait is oledy beside me le...
I make my decision dy, even i sad...
But i knw i nid time to recover my hurt n sad in my heart...
So, i dunt think tat u r useless in my life dy...
So, i really wan forget u in my life...
U said tat i wan study, nid to find a dear tat suitable 4 me in study...
So, nw, i jz hope my oni dear will love me 4ever...
Tat's all...
Hopes my dear wont hurt me...
Dear,
Even we r in different area...
But, in my mind, i will oways tell myself...
Area is not a problem...
The important is we love each others...
No 3rd person in our relationship...
Dear, can u do it 4 me ?
Dear, can u promise it to me ?
All the things n words i wrote in my blog it oledy pass...
I jz keep it...
So, dear, i will love u 4ever...
Nw my lfe is different bcoz u appear in my life...
Dunt be misunderstand o...
I knw wat im doin nw...
I oso knw who's my lover nw...

My heart is tired

Hv u think of my feeling ???
Can u stand at my side n think my feeling ???
i hurt, i tired...
ENOUGH dy...
i dunt wan tis kind of life...
i really tired...
my heart is tired...
dunt like tis dy...
time's up...
don play v tis kind of things...
ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH
dunt wan dy...
i really tired...

Im going to be MAD !!!

Jz bcoz of u,
im really going to be mad dy...
dear, wat r u doing o ?
Y u angry at bao bei?
Where did i wrong ??
Tell me pls...
dunt let me always in dark...
I wanna knw...
i dun wan tis kind of life between u n me...
pls let me knw, dear...
im loving u so much...
pls dunt keep it...
if u continue keep it...
bao bei sure be mad de...
i wanna cry dy...
but i knw even i cry oso cant settle the prob...
actually wat is the prob i oso dono...
pls...
dear, let me knw...
pls...