My mum!!!

My mum...

Is tat the way she gave me her love?
I dono><"

I really dono><"

Everyday i think!!!

But i cant get a real answer...

Is tat a test 4 me from GOD?
Who can let me knw?
Is tat wat she done is 4 my own good?
Is tat she like to care me..

If,

1 day,

she doesnt care me anymore...

wat will i b?

Freedom?
Miss her?
Nid her?
Regret?
wat wat wat???
If,

1 day,

she doesnt help me make decision...

can i make decision by myself?
i don think so i can do it...

Without her,

I cant do anythings success!

Is tat me???
Yup...

Actually i nid her everyday,

every minutes,

every seconds!

But...

sometimes i feel like she love to lock my freedom!!!

18 years she brought me to tis world...

She is the oni 1 who understand me more than everythings in her life...

is tat real?

She is the oni 1 will prepare everythings 4 me?

is tat?

tis is y i said i nid her in my life...!!!

sometimes v will quarrel oso...

cz of the ideas n reason!

both of us hv different ideas sometimes...

she cant accept my ideas everytimes...

she oways will tell me wat she done is good 4 me...

but i don think so...

i really nid my 100% freedom bek><"

can u pls gv it bek to me, mum?

i really nid it!

u kept it so many years...

cant u jz gv it bek to me tis year?

im 18 nw...

i will think carefully b4 i did!

really!!!

pls pls pls...

don keep it anymore...

jz return to me, k???