Emo~

very very very emo tis few days...
hw dare am i?
i sent the msg 2 mum...
wow...
i really dare enough...
i dono y i will do so...
sad... T.T
i think sure hurt mum abit le...
hw?
wat can i do nw?
the msg oledy sent...
but all the words in the msg really r my heart feelings...
i jz told mum...
jz hope she will listen 2 me...
nw oni u stand out help me say some words...
but, will u feel it's late...
u said dy oso cant change the timetable...
oledy make the decision...
i wont be like tat anymore...
so...
start nw...
i tell myself...
" I must study many many many... i must hv many many education... then oni i no nid work vf ppl.... then oni ppl will listen 2 me... "
i hope i can do so...


walked until tis place,
i knw i cant go bek the place anymore...
if i do so many ppl will laugh me...
i must tell myself tat i cant think u amymore le..
but everytimes the momment tat i feel sad, i feel alone...
u sure appear in my mind...
y?
i knw tis is wrong 4 me...
hw can i change my mind?
i don 1 like tis anymore...
i promised tat i wont disturb ur life anymore...
but i dono i got done it onot?
can u tell me?
i knw many things tat happened no ppl can change it anymore...
it happened...
don care it anymore k?
jz let it b...
jz bear it...
mayb tis is my life lalala...
i will bear it as much as i can...
if i really cant...
i dono wat will i do...
but, i will try...
so many times i tried..
i believe i can...
but...
inside "believe" oso got a word "lie"...
inside "lover" oso got a word "over"...
inside "friend" oso got a word "end"...
so,
wat can i do?
i lose all my way...