I tired, i hurt, i dono wat can i do???

Is tat real my life cant without u ???
But...
I oledy no feelings vf u dy...
I think a night dy, i think my decision is correct...
I wan to study, i think tat my dear must be oways support me in study way...
I nid a dear tat can oways accompany me in study things...
Wait me coz of my education...
I knw tat u r cant wait me...
Oni the dear tat can wait is oledy beside me le...
I make my decision dy, even i sad...
But i knw i nid time to recover my hurt n sad in my heart...
So, i dunt think tat u r useless in my life dy...
So, i really wan forget u in my life...
U said tat i wan study, nid to find a dear tat suitable 4 me in study...
So, nw, i jz hope my oni dear will love me 4ever...
Tat's all...
Hopes my dear wont hurt me...
Dear,
Even we r in different area...
But, in my mind, i will oways tell myself...
Area is not a problem...
The important is we love each others...
No 3rd person in our relationship...
Dear, can u do it 4 me ?
Dear, can u promise it to me ?
All the things n words i wrote in my blog it oledy pass...
I jz keep it...
So, dear, i will love u 4ever...
Nw my lfe is different bcoz u appear in my life...
Dunt be misunderstand o...
I knw wat im doin nw...
I oso knw who's my lover nw...